reproach from Upper Management..

after blogging about the education thingy yesterday..
i went to have my quiet time..

u know how it is dat
the devotion booklet is not written in real time rite?
i mean..
itz not like the author knows what is going on with you today,
and he writes dat particular devo..

but yet,
the awesome thing is,
God never fails to amaze me..
NEVER!!

i knw some of us,
some times we buka bible oni,
like God kutuk-ing us..
or marah-ing us..

i feel dat if God is malaysian rite,
he wud tell me..
Nanti sat Ko tengeh hang baru hang tau..

i mean..
im really amazed..
ashamed yes..
God had to scold me ONCE AGAIN..
for using my blog for the wrong purposes..

anywayz..
i opened my B-I-B-L-E..
and the passage of Scripture was
Titus 3:1-8

Titus 3:1-8
¹Remind them to be submissive to rulers and authorities, to be obedient,
to be ready for every good work,
² to speak evil of no one, to avoid quarreling, to be gentle,
and to show perfect courtesy toward all people.
³For we ourselves were once foolish, disobedient, led astray,
slaves to various passions and pleasures, passing our days in malice and envy,
hated by others and hating one another.
⁴But when the goodness and loving kindness of God our Savior appeared,
⁵he saved us, not because of works done by us in righteousness,
but according to His own mercy,
by the washing of regeneration and renewal of the Holy Spirit,
⁶whom he poured out on us richly through Jesus Christ our Savior,
⁷so that being justified by His grace
we might become heirs according to the hope of eternal life.
⁸The saying is trustworthy, and I want you to insist on these things,
so that those who have believed in God
may be careful to devote themselves to good works.
These things are excellent and profitable for people.

i want you to look at the things i used bold to highlight..
and with shame i tell u this..
i broke all 7 of these..

i wasn't submitting to authority..
i wasn't obedient..
i was more ready to blog and gossip bout my nation on my blog den do good works..
i spoke bad of our politicians..
i stirred up quarrels..
i wasn't gentle and i certainly wasnt courteous..

by putting up that blogpost,
i made a statement
- that i disrespected the decision of our rulers
- that i thought i could do better
- that i set a curse on the Malaysian Education System by saying it will fail

so here,
i wanna say that
im accountable to God for doing so on my blog..

i know some of u will say i did nothing wrong..
but i tink it was the way the words came out..
i was fumigating..
and dat wasnt rite..

Lord,
i pray You'd forgive me..
help me really show that i love my country,
but not gossiping about her,
or trying to stir up strife,
but by praying for her and her people..
in Jesus name,
Amen..

im not removing that post tho,
bcz i need to learn to be accountable..
not everything in life can be solved by "delete" button..

in replacement,
all i want to say is,
i hope that the parliament will reconsider the decision..
sebab, ini berkaitan dengan masa depan anak-anak saya,
anak-anak kita..
jika kita ingin melahirkan satu generasi yang akan datang yang utuh
dan berinformasi,
peranan bahasa Inggeris dalam matapelajaran Sains dan Matematik
tidak boleh diperkecil.

saya hanya boleh berdoa untuk negaraku,
tanah tumpahnya darahku..

signing off,