fond memories..

im blogging from my room..
parents leaving for KL tomoro for NECF Transformation conference..
will be alone for 3 days..

it's 1.38am..

i miss fwp..
i miss chatting with friends at 1,2 am..
i miss webby with abby..
i miss smsing with PB at ungodly hours (tho the last time we did it was last year)
i miss naomi's infectious laugh..
i miss japh's hyena laugh..
i miss eunice's wisdom..
i miss aunty winnie from camp 2004..
i miss the pampering and someone calling me lil bro..
i miss spending time with zealous and passionate ppl..
i miss going to ah joe's house..
i miss our instrumental practices..
i miss playing in the orchestra..
i miss the clarity i had last year..
i miss being untainted by the world..
i miss not being prejudiced about ppl..
i miss cute lil matthias..tho i only met him once..

i.am.EMO

is that a bad thing?

im just so tired of this life..
school is a drag..
sort of lost all interest..

hold ur opinions 1st k..
i know..
i know im wrong..
and i need to study..
to get an education..
so God can use me..
like i always say..

therefore..
i will "pia"
i will hang on..
not my will,
but Thine be done..

quoting cheng yee quoting someone else..
there is no "I" in "me".

signing off,