What is wrong with me?!

The time has come to STAND for what i believe in..

if i cannot live a life of example,

im not worthy to lead..

Life shall pass and my end is near..

what have i done that is worthy of a second look..

Will He find a faithful servant in me?

at the moment..

i fear..

no..

Psalm 39

What Is the Measure of My Days?

¹I said, "I will guard my ways,
that I may not sin with my tongue;
I will guard my mouth with a muzzle,
so long as the wicked are in my presence."
²I was mute and silent;
I held my peace to no avail,
and my distress grew worse.
³My heart became hot within me.
As I mused, the fire burned;
then I spoke with my tongue:

⁴"O LORD, make me know my end
and what is the measure of my days;
let me know how fleeting I am!
⁵Behold, you have made my days a few handbreadths,
and my lifetime is as nothing before you.
Surely all mankind stands as a mere breath!
Selah

⁶Surely a man goes about as a shadow!
Surely for nothing they are in turmoil;
man heaps up wealth and does not know who will gather!

⁷"And now, O Lord, for what do I wait?
My hope is in you.
⁸Deliver me from all my transgressions.
Do not make me the scorn of the fool!
⁹ I am mute; I do not open my mouth,
for it is you who have done it.
¹⁰ Remove your stroke from me;
I am spent by the hostility of your hand.
¹¹When you discipline a man
with rebukes for sin,
you consume like a moth what is dear to him;
surely all mankind is a mere breath!
Selah

¹² "Hear my prayer, O LORD,
and give ear to my cry;
hold not your peace at my tears!
For I am a sojourner with you,
a guest, like all my fathers.
¹³ Look away from me, that I may smile again,
before I depart and am no more!"

Lord, i believe. Help my unbelief..

current mood - inadequacy

signing off,

MarcusDS